Leap of Faith
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Leap of Faith

March 2011

Tivonna Stern


"Wow, you sure are brave." That was a common response I received when I told people in 2009 that I had decided to resign from my position as a first-year litigation associate at a large, prestigious law firm. After all, I would be leaving behind a handsome salary and exciting opportunities; I didn't have another job lined up; and I quit at a time when many lawyers throughout California had been laid off and were scouring a dismal market for jobs.

I truly enjoyed the intellectually stimulating work and my talented colleagues, but as I progressed in my career I became increasingly unable to shake the deep-rooted feeling that I was destined to practice law in the public sector. Then one day I closed my eyes, inhaled, put my trust in God, and made the extremely difficult decision to jump, feet first, into the great unknown.

In the days following my departure, I looked back on my life in the hope that a stroll down memory lane would offer a glimpse into the future position that would suit me best. I recalled the first time I argued in court: I'd never had as much fun as when I stood before the judge in my smart, dark suit, wild butterflies fluttering frantically in my stomach, and I began to argue my case. I remembered why I'd decided to go to law school, and what I'd hoped to achieve after graduating from UC Berkeley's Boalt Hall in 2008: to serve the public. I thought about the obstacles I had faced growing up in an inner-city community plagued by crime and violence. I'd attended a public high school in the Bay Area that was better known for its deteriorating condition than for churning out future lawyers. These memories soon enabled me to recognize the next step I would take in my career.

One day early last year, after several months of unemployment, and after endless hours of soul and job searching, I heard about an open position as a Neighborhood Law Corps (NLC) attorney in the Oakland City Attorney's office. The job description was unlike any I had ever encountered. It mentioned trying cases in court--a task that certainly piqued my interest because I love appearing in court--conducting town-hall meetings, addressing quality-of-life issues in the city's poorest and most underserved communities, and much more. If hired, I would be able to use governmental resources to improve the city by tackling some of the worst problems afflicting Oakland. The fact that I would also be eligible to participate in Boalt's loan repayment assistance program was a bonus.

Needless to say, I jumped at the opportunity and soon joined a team of incredible NLC lawyers at City Hall, where I fell head over heels in love with my new job. I was assigned to Area 3, which consists of hundreds of city blocks including many diverse neighborhoods that are seriously challenged by crime and poverty. As an NLC attorney I work closely with various city departments to address and abate problems--such as illegal drug activity, prostitution, and inadequate living conditions--in numerous East Oakland communities.

I have also fostered relationships with community members and officials and have worked with them to achieve the common goal of improving East Oakland residents' quality of life. For example, when someone informs me of illegal drug sales occurring at a property, I investigate the issue and often seek to meet with the property owner. If the owner is uncooperative or fails to promptly abate the problem, I explore civil action, if appropriate. I find my work as a public servant immensely fulfilling because I'm able to use a broad spectrum of legal and nonlegal skills in my role.

Life is incredibly short, and when I decided over a year ago to follow my heart and have faith, I found a job that I love.

Tivonna Stern is a Neighborhood Law Corps attorney with the Oakland City Attorney's office.


Reader Comments

Comment by Dora Woodard - March 2, 2011
Tivonna, thanks for sharing your story and your faith. This is a great article and very inspiring. It took courage and passion to step away from a prestigeous law firm, a handsome salary, and exciting opportunities to step into the unknown in order to follow your heart's desires. Trust in God gives one the courage to leap out in faith because what's unknown to us is known to Him. You persevered in the wait and trusted God with your future and was rewarded by a job that you love. I'm retired now but can tell you that it's truely a blessing to be able to get up everyday and go a job that you love. I'm sure that the people you work with and the public that you serve will benefit because of this love. I hope your story inspires others to be courageous enough to follow their dreams and trust God with their future.
Comment by Emmanuel Smith - March 2, 2011
After reading this article it has inspired me that good things does happen when you continue to wait patiently and honor God. At this moment I am currently unemployed, and still searching. But after reading this article that my first cousin has written encouraged me to stay strong and put my trust in God and he will make a way. As a teenager I see how hard life can be, but its about how you can handle different situations in life. I refuse to give up, I will work as hard as i can to be the best I could be.
Comment by Stephen Forson - March 2, 2011
"Then one day I closed my eyes, inhaled, put my trust in God, and made the extremely difficult decision to jump, feet first, into the great unknown". Simply shocking that a graduate of a prestigious law school would make such an inane comment in a professional magazine. Just what the inner city needs more individuals sending a message that a supreme power will take care of their problems. Clearly the god thing has done wonders for the citizens of East Oakland up to this point. On the other hand John Russo and the Neighborhood Law Corps is a very positive step in helping the citizens of Oakland with the countless Quality of Life Issues; and I congratulate you for taking the selfless step in being part of the solution. We as citizens of Oakland can only hope that Russo is not chased out of town by Quan and Brunner.
Comment by Andrew Martin - March 5, 2011
A leap of Faith is truly Gods will for Tivonna. Strong, Beautiful, and talented yourg black woman. I'm so proud of her and she will be a inspiration of all young minorities to follow and learn from. Trust in God, he will lead the way. You should always have Faith and never be afraid to leap.

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